Ow my.....
I'm already an emotional wreck. I try to keep thinking positive, to keep focus on the good times that we may still be able to share...
But that little voice in the back of my head keeps telling me that "this may be the last time that...". And I *know* I should not go there... But I'm just so scared of losing her... 💔
And now, slowly, some support is coming in. 
and every notification brings me to tears... 
partially sad tears because I know the time is running out... Also, partially happy tears , because people
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I'm already an emotional wreck. I try to keep thinking positive, to keep focus on the good times that we may still be able to share...
But that little voice in the back of my head keeps telling me that "this may be the last time that...". And I *know* I should not go there... But I'm just so scared of losing her... 💔
And now, slowly, some support is coming in. and every notification brings me to tears... partially sad tears because I know the time is running out... Also, partially happy tears , because people care for me and Arwen. People think we're important enough to get this support... However sad the reasons may be...
I can never thank you with my words. I feel they will always be insufficient... If that makes sense...
But we're at €290/€400 now, and it means that I, hopefully, will be able to bring her back home, after her soul has crossed the 🌈 bridge...
As I mentioned in the update on GoFundMe, it would be amazing is we could raise enough to also make a start for the costs for the ash-pendant. But... Getting her the private cremation and urn, and taking her home, those will be most pressing, once she's passed... When I've got the ashes, I can save for the ash-pendant to wear her close to my heart forever....
Thanks ever so much for all your support! 
Arwen and I really appreciate all you do for us... 
I'll try to keep sharing all the Arwen pics I can, both here and on Pixelfed. Because she is worth it... 
For those that want to make me so some more, the link to the GoFundMe is gofundme.com/f/AlwaysArwen 
#GoFundMe #Grateful #Labrador #DogsOfMastodon #Labradorable
#EyeContact in #Selfie
Arwen is still alive as I start this fundraiser. But she's really struggling with her hea… Cynthia De Ruiter needs your support for Arwen - cremation and urn
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